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Reality ≡

Posted on Saturday, February 7, 2015 at 10:59 PM

The reality is: j2 life is really really stressful. Its only been 2 months and i feel the stress now?!?! Sigh. And what's worse is the stress people gives me indirectly. I mean like i've done sort of well last year and people keep saying 'you're damn smart' and stuff. This is what gives me the stress. The stress to not suddenly drop again, i dont want my results to keep fluctuating, its no good. (Especially for this year) The stress to meet up to their 'standard' of me lols. And i dont quite like how people keeps asking me for help and when i ask them for help, they will be like 'i thought you know, so smart already' (well smth liddat). Ugh pisses me off sometimes. At the same time also makes me realise how i can't really rely on people sometimes.
Also, its stressful how we have tests everyweek. Its so so much. Like next week i have 5 in just a week already?? And i can't play when i want to. (Reasons why i really play as much during cca and pe i guess)

Yes i know my life isnt interesting at all because its all about studies HAAHAHAH. I do envy my friends at times tho. And really feel super duper left out somehow sigh. But i guess all will be worth it after A's!!!

Oh and i get really angsty easily this year especially LOL. (Probably too much stress) Thats sad hahahah.

(I probably update only when i need to rant lol. Pardon me)

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