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Posted on Sunday, November 18, 2012 at 12:29 AM

went out the whole week, met up with cca ppl. busy week, preparing for unit camp, pop, drill tests. talking bout drill test.. i havent even started memorising. i think i'll fail. need tmr to prepare all these, pack bag, prepare props for night games. its not that i dont wanna go tmr, but there really isnt much time to spare. anyways, i dont have that feeling to go anymore, idk why. maybe cos the group is dead, there nothing to look forward to? idk. i dun wanna go camp. this camp i dread. im afraid we will screw up, night games we will most prob will lol. we arent that prepared. last minute jobs make me feel insecure. ohwell, but at least we finished making the presents etc for the seniors. finally finished my part heh. was feeling like a stalker searching for their photos. their sec1 photo is da best hahha. all look so diff! hope they will like the gifts.. even though is kinda last minute, but we went ard searching like mad lol. okay so for now, the only thing we can do is to cross our fingers and hope that everything goes well for unit camp :')

that moment where you actually feels sad and disappointed and yet you have to fake a laugh to appear happy and that nothing is wrong. its like wearing a mask on your face.

the disappointing realisation that your friend that you cherish and actually tells her all your problems and secrets doesnt treat you like what you expected her to. yeah too much expectations will lead to greater disappointment. expected really too much.

its sad to realise that you actually do not belong anywhere and that there is no one to rant to.

anyway, was wondering, can you actually tell whether a person is sad or happy from their eyes? haha idk why some people can tell.

ps i wanna play bball again. even though i haven touched ANY homework. lol. goodluck to me man..

we bought cactus lol.

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