Pixel

"Never give up on anybody, because miracles happen every day." ≡

Posted on Sunday, July 15, 2012 at 7:30 PM

i hope things will get better tomorrow. even though it will definitely be awkward. even though i just don't understand why u called us such things. i hope that after this, our squad will become more bonded or something. i don't know why you wan me out so badly, but i felt that it was unfair. just because you don't like me, you want me out of this? so much for being fair huh. don't deny that you don't like me or that you aren't pretending from the start of school after the holidays. because i know that you don't like me from your replies on that post on fb. then i found out that you aren't going to see her tomorrow? then why start all this in the first place then 'give up'? you should just go and see her and get your answer. well, i don't know if this is true or not, but just saying, and i hope you will meet her tomorrow thanks.

next, i really wonder if she thinks the same way as her (above; a). i wonder if she thinks just like a. does she think that we, or maybe just i, am such a person? does she not like me too? i cant tell really. i wanted to ask her today. but i thought if i asked, will it make things worse? then i decided not to. i'll be glad if you're willing to tell me though. :x

but i want to forget all these shit :)

Theingi said...: below me?
Chelsea said...: nah not ~