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Coffee bean ≡

Posted on Friday, August 9, 2013 at 11:12 PM

Went to study at coffee bean today. Productive. But came home nuaing all the way..

Sigh, when night falls, all thoughts bout life just comes to me. And, i was just thinking, what am i doing with my life, im just awhile slacking awhile studying, and i am totally not enjoying it. So jealous of how some people can actually enjoy studying lol. I am bound to regret if i dont study hard this year. So many people is putting pressure on me, everyone is looking at me with the 'you're so smart' look but apparently, i'm not, looking at my results now, it totally suck. Not even meeting my own expectations, how am i supposed to meet others' expectation of me? i dont wanna be mugging all day long but i really have to work on it, and lead a balanced life. Sometimes i should also make time for people oops. I'm really envious of how some people can dont study and still score so well, and maybe even better than those who mugged like shyt.
Totally feeling the pressure of prelims and olevels. Prelims in 21 days and im not even half prepared sigh. Really want to do well, but.. ):

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