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batch outingg ~ ≡

Posted on Saturday, April 7, 2012 at 12:49 AM

had batch outing today ~ thot it would be quite lots of ppl, but then only gt 3 ppl left in the end -.- at first was like 6 ppl, then shaun nvr come, the other 3 zao.. haish. hope the next one will have more ppl bah :/ aishh, this seems like the same as the cca outing ._. always the same few ppl going for the outing asdfghjkl.
okaycan. was sick yday. TERRIBLE, had a bad sore throat. then became flu, now its cough ._. just now we went to watch mirror mirror ~ not that nice though. its just like a snow white movie, like a expected ending or whut. i fell asleep during the first half of the movie LOL. not cos its too boring thoughh. cos imm tired :x but went home to sleep, like for 3hours i think? hehe. but now cant sleep, slept too much alr :/

soo much things happened this week. it actually makes me feel even paranoid, but it makes me realised what kind of person i am. its actually a miracle how things can be solved so fast. but it also makes me wonder if all of these are just pretends. i still feel guilty though. sometimes i wish i can read what you are thinking in your mind.
suddenly she got angry with her. and i dunno why. it feels like as if its because of me. all of a sudden, that always happy girl became some emo girl. we dont lunch tgt anymore also. why? everything just changed within one day. the atmosphere became awkward too. shes not willing to tell what happened, i cant do anything. i really wish things will go back to the way they were before.
i know that there might be things they found out from others but people makes mistakes. "forgive and forget" , it may be hard, but i hope you would try.
one by one they starts to leave. but all im hoping for is to not be left alone here.
"sleep and forget everything. the next day will be a better day." im trying to convince myself to that.

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